The First Innocent Love urf " woh tution wala pyaar❤️ "

Ever had a crush in you school life? that's an amazing feeling ain't it?. nevertheless that some sort of situation where you can express the way you want, just tons of butterflies in the stomach, and getting tensed when that special is nearby! is what i used to felt, back in those days

jab hum naadn the, kehte the usse dosti,

jab aai aakal pata chal tha woh pyaar, jisse kar na paye izhaaar!

Mere pass ek aur bhi kahan he,

baat yahi kuch 6-7 saal purani he,

mere school ke classess khatam hone ke baad tution tha,

ek ladki padthi thi mere sath,

uska naam "Sonam" tha,

apko ek baat bata du, 

mein 12th tak, ladkio ke mamle mein bilkul naadan tha,

pyar vyar,

ladkio se kese baat karte un sab cheezo se mein anjaan tha, 

toh chaliye sidhe kahani par aate he, 

height  theek thaak, 

rang se thodi sawli thi

padhai mein acchi, 

aur harkato mein thodi se bawli thi!.

pehla din tution khatam hone ke baad usne mujhe roka tha,

mano ke usse baat karne ka ek mauka tha,

uske bolne pe mein ruk gaya, 

piche dekha toh woh aa rahi thi!

usse kya baat karunga yahi "TENSION" sata rahi th,

samaj nai aa raha tha " WHAT I DID?" or " WHAT I HAVE TO DO?"

woh bade salike se pass aai aur puchti he "OYE!, KAHA REHTA HE TU?"

aur mene dhiree se batay ji mein Okhla se hu!

Phir hum dono Bus stand ke taraf badhe,

almost waha par 15 minute tak rahe,

Duse din woh mujhe lunch ke baad mili 

chere pe ek alag si muskaan khili, 

usne pucha mujhse "LUNCH MEIN KYA KHAYA?"

ek Hot dog with Cold Drink mene bataya,

aaj phir wahi hua,

tution khatam hua, 

woh khadi thi thodi dur pe,

mein jane laga 

phir dekha usse ghoor ke

usne kaha " RUK THODI DER JANA HE MUJHE BHI, TU THODI WAIT KYU NAI KAR LETA YAAR ?, PROBLEM KYA HE TERI?"

kal ki tarah humne firse school se lekar bus stand ka safar tay kiya,

woh apne ghar nikli mein apne ghar nikal liya,

delhi ka mausam kafi garam tha, 

waqt ne kiya ko hasi sitam tha

Next day phir school ki chutti hui, 

aur thi tution ki bari,

ab thodi thodi baat suru ho gai thi hamari, 

tution khatam hui, sir ko mene goodbye bola!

isse pehle ke mujhe rokti woh,

aaj mein khud hi ruk gaya,

woh mujhse puchti jati, 

aur mein uske har sawal ka javab deta,

har baar road cross karte time mein uska hath pakad leta, 

thodi mazakiya si thi woh, 

thoda bachpana bhi tha usme, 

mein usse ab "PAGAL SONAM" laga tha kehne 

raste mein woh mujhe iss qadar satati thi, 

uske bottle ke bache hue pani padhati thi,

ussi raste mein ek resturant tha, waha pe woh noddles khati aur mujhe bhi khilati thi,

pagalpan ka levell yu, ke har  dusri building ko apne dad ka batati thi,

social media ka jamana tha, 

toh zahir se baat he facebook pe aana hi tha!

uske bheje hue message mein bar bar padhta,

uski boli hui baato ka bakhubi care karta, 

kabhi kabhi jab woh naraz ho jaye, 

to mein darta tha,

ghar se phone nai mila tha mujhe,

issliye cyber jana padta tha!

apne ghar se lekar school tak ki har bate batati thi,

beparwah hokar meri baato ka mazak udati thi,

jab mein rooth jata, toh woh mujhe manati thi, 

apne lunch mein se roti aur bhinfi ke bhujiya khillati thi,

mere bus ka wait karne ke liye mere sath therti thi,

traffic ka bina dhyan diye woh joyewalk karti thi, 

issi tarah hamari kahani chal rahi thi, 

ab dheere dheere meri feelings badal rahi thi, 

yeh woh pal he jaha par meri sari akalwazein khone wali thi, 

agar thoda sa bhi chuka na toh mohabbat hone wali thi.

uski baaton ne dilll ke taar ko yu chua, 

jiss baat ka darr tha, akhiirkar wahi hua, 

mujhe bahut logo ne bataya tha ke yeh barabadi ki nisani he,

yeh pagal karde wese ek uljhi si bimari he, 

par mein kaha mannane wala tha,

mujhe toh laga iska bhal kya javab he,

isme ek alag sa nasha he, yeh koi khubsurat sa khwab he,

mene usse batay, mujhe ussse ho gaya he "PYAAR",

aur usne bade hi khubsurti se bol diya, humlog "BESTFRIEND" he yaar.

kuch aur baat karte he,

yeh sari baatein he bekar,

her reaction was really out of the blue,

mujhe samaj nai aaya ab mein kya karu, 

mein sochhta tha, mein uske duniya ka "HERO" tha,

yeh woh fraction tha, jiska numerator "ZERO" tha.

uske hotho se nikle hua har labso pe rehta karta tha mera pehra,

mein MISS KARTA THA, KARTA HU, AUR KARTA RAHUNGA uska woh "I CANT EXPRESS ANY WORDS WALA CHEHRA"

bahut zyda dhundha usse,

ab samaj ni aa raha ab kya kare, 

par aaj bhi esa lagta he, woh zarur yahi kahi pe,

pata nai jo hua woh galt tha ya sahi, 

YEH WOH KAHANI THI JO KABHI SURU HI NAI HUI!.

dedicated for "HER"

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write up by :- Rashid Yusuf ZAI